So I decided that today is going to be a good day. Today is the first day of my summer and I already had a great time. I went to SFDS to visit my old teachers, and I like had a <3 to <3 with a few of them. It felt good going back.
I sold my books back today. Lame.
Last night was the best night of my life. Basically Sam’s sister Simone graduated high school and I went and OH MY GOD that was so fun. We drove around and then went to Casa Vega afterwards. So fun. I love their family. They are so nice and fun and amazing. I always have a good time with them.
So there isn’t much else to say today other than the fact that I love everything and everyone reading this. 
With Love,
Brittany <3

Could I possibly be more worried? I don’t get it. It’s the most confusing thing. I don’t think he loves me anymore, which is troubling me. It’s been 5 months, and I really hope he doesn’t hurt me like the rest of them. Then I will really know that guys are all the same, if he hurts me that is.
Aside from that, things are great. Other than the fact that my best friends aren’t my best friends really anymore. It seems as if they hate me. Loathe me. Despise me. I don’t get it. I didn’t do anything other than be super nice to them this year.
The world is going down the tubes. Honestly. Disease is breaking out, war is going on, racism, sexism, all of the above. Can it get any worse than it possibly is? I mean call me pessimistic, but I really don’t like how people are treating other people. Just because someone is a little different than you does not mean they deserve your wrath. What did they ever do to you?
I hate younger kids. They bother me. They try to be as old or in some cases older than high school kids. It’s dumb. I mean I may be young, but those little kids should stay in their own area of expertise. Gossiping, poor fashion, and wannabe status right there.
I’m currently reading Dry by Augustan Burroughs. It really makes you think about how great you have it. At least my parents didn’t sell me to a whacky therapist when I was twelve. Reading it has really started to help me change my ways of thinking. It makes me realize how poisonous some things and even some people are. When you think about it that way, you really have to know who to trust and who not to.
Question of the day: Why does life have so many questions?
With love,
Brittany <3

I have writers block. I’ve had it ever since I’ve returned from Utah two Februarys ago. I don’t know what to make of it. Sometimes I think, “Oh well I can’t write, end of story,” but other times I think, “why don’t I just write about it. It will make it seem less complicated.” So, therefore, I am writing about it. Which, by the way, means I no longer have writers block. I am simply at a loss for words.
From my point of view it seems as if the world has been torn in to two parts. The first part being the nice people. They aren’t really nice, in fact, they are quite mean if you really think about it. The things they say, such as, “That dress looks nice on you,” or “Your hair looks good today.” Maybe I’m being way to analytical, but that is how I see it.
The second half of people, are the mean people. Most people interpret brutally honest as mean, so the mean people are in fact really the nice people. That just makes the circle go around again, so I suppose my theory is wrong. The world is only divided into mean people, because in the end, everybody ends up mean.

Question of the day: When you figure your life out, are you supposed to be relieved?

With love & till next time,
Brittany <3

The point of this is to tell you how I feel. By all means, open up this book and read it for what it’s worth. Who knows, it may be the next Catcher in the Rye. That would be a big honor. For now I am going to be posting it via blog. Maybe one day it will be on bookshelves. I will date it like a journal and spill my thoughts. Have fun, and enjoy. <3